$loth said:
Is he back?
The answer is "NO" i have not. i really need to come to terms with this first, censorship is just about the only thing serious enough to truly drive me away from the pit.. the fact that i may be the only one to see it as censorship is not important, i don't have to convince you after all.. if you cannot defend yourselves how am i going to when i cannot defend myself :sad:
in all the time i have been here, i have endured enough crap to drive 10 people away, yet i remained.. since text is the only means we have to convey ourselves within a forum community, having some asshole remove that ability is just to much.. people argue, some argue a whole freaking lot, but unless it is truly destructive, they parties involved ultimately ONLY harm themselves.. a fight within the forums is no more destructive, or better yet, UNINTERESTING to some, than some of the other crap posted here.. you don't even want to know how many times i wanted to lock some of the s**t threads around here..i swear, if anyone posted just one more religion debate thread i was going to scream, not to mention those stupid math debates, and the stupid IRC bulls**t.. give me a freaking break.
as for the maps, it seems a few emails have reached my box stating what a self centered prick i am for removing my maps from the community.. the fact that i am the one who was wronged not withstanding.. so against my better judgment, i returned them.. for better or worse, there they are.
point- please don't bother defending me, this is my problem, i will deal with it, or i will not.. don't bother defending lep either, he already has enough power without anyone adding to it.
the similarities between lep and i, we have both lost arguments, where we diverge, he sometimes has to resort to locking a thread to win, where i have to rely on good old luck.
remember this always, snarkpit has a community base divergent enough to survive anyone leaving.. my being gone will hurt no one but myself.. if lep ever had to leave, the site would still thrive, assuming he had sense enough to give the passwords and such on to the next. no one is crucial to the pits future well being.
i will return when and if i can think of a way of doing so without sacrificing my own conscience.
its been 2 months, the site seems well enough, had my email not been cluttered with do gooders, you may not have had to see me at all.. blame them.
be good
Orph
p.s. blueballs, when you have contributed at least 1/10th of what i have to this community, only then will you have an opinion concerning my well being, till then shut the f**k up.. you still make my head hurt :sad: .. i find it very difficult to believe you are not rugal.
