OK. I originally posted this long reply in gwil's thread but moved it out of respect for his desire to keep the discussion and debate out of his thread. Anyway, Nickelplate asked me why I don't believe in God, and this is my longwinded attempt to explain myself. A lot of this reply is me voicing my thoughts for the first time, so with that in mind please forgive the roughness and disorganization of my arguments.
His question:
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<DIV class=quotetext>I'm not religious and I highly doubt there is a God.
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Mind if I ask why? It's interesting to me.
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My reply:
</SPAN><SPAN style="COLOR: white">Well, after posting that last night I talked about it with Crono for a little bit. I guess, I wouldn't truly rule out the possibility that the universe was created by some sort of intelligent, powerful ... thing, but right now I believe the universe was created through natural occurances (unlikely as they may be), evolution and changes and rebalancing over millions of years, as opposed to just some long haired caucasian.
I guess another part of it is I have a hard time truly believing something that I haven't experienced. For example, I don't believe in ghosts, and pretty much for the same reasons I don't believe in God. People are convinced they exist, but until I come face to face with something that I can't explain.... I just wont believe it.
The thing is, I also come from a comfortable background, from a happy family and a happy life. If my life was a lot worse I'd probably need the idea of an afterlife and an eternal paradise to make me feel better about my current life. I'm lucky in that I don't need the idea of heaven to help me through my day.
Also -- there are so many terrible things that have happened to people in the history of this planet that I can't imagine there is a God, or at least one that's sentient and cares at all about the average person. This is kind of minor point in the scheme of my disbelief.
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Pascal's Wager but while he believed you had nothing to lose and everything to possibly gain, I feel like commiting myself to the restrictions of organized religion would in many ways diminish or hurt the experiences I could have in this life. For those of you who don't know about Pascal's Wager and don't feel like reading the link, in an attempt to get his friends to become religious, he proposed that believing vs non-believing was just a case of a simple wager, or gamble. If you believe in God and it turns out there isn't one, it doesn't matter since you're dead and no longer exist. If you believe in God and there is one, then you have gained eternal paradise, and that, in his mind was the possibility of infinite rewards that should not be passed up.
I understand that most people aren't as cynical or calculated about believing in God as Pascal seems to me. I'd say most people aren't religious because they're banking on passing go and collecting eternal happiness in heaven, but rather religion is an important part of their everyday life. It comforts them, guides them, etc. My parents took me to church for 3 years. We stopped going and I never felt a void in my life. Religion and faith is just not something that I feel like I'm missing in my everyday life.
Nickel, I'm sorry this was so long. I've never really sat down like this and tried to outline exactly why I feel the way I do, so this has been somewhat rambly and stream of consciousness. Ultimately, I just don't believe in God because after 21 years of life, all the experiences I've had and all the studying I've done, it seems very unlikely to me that there was a sentient being who created everything according to a plan. I see chaos around me, I don't see order. I don't even see ordered chaos. I especially can't imagine that God made us in His image (this idea strikes me as arrogant). It seems like these types of things are just ways for human beings to feel better and safer in their day to day lives. Like I said before, I'm lucky enough to feel good and safe without religion, so it doesn't call to me in the same ways it might call to someone else.
If I die and get sent to hell, I will be unpleasantly surprised. But even so, I'm not willing to be religious just to be on the safe side. If this life is all we have, I'm not going to spend a good chunk of my time trying to devote myself to something I don't even know exists.
Nickel, I know you use religion as your moral compass, and I highly respect that. Personally, I feel like my parents instilled in me a strong sense of right and wrong, and while I may "sin" on occasion, I feel like on the whole I'm a decent human being with respect for all the important things in life. In this sense, adopting religion would not fundamentally change my life.
Wow this has been really long. I've enjoyed thinking about this and typing it all out. If you see flaws in my thinking, please don't hesitate to point them out---I have a feeling you'll be glad to :smile: </SPAN>
Edit: Oh, and this isn't purely a conversation between me and Nickel. If it were PMs would have sufficed. If anyone has any thoughts, or wants to chime in feel free. I really want to know what other people think about my own conclusions/thoughts.