I'm a pagan... or actually I can't even think of WHAT I believe
in... I think there is somekind of a greater power but this whole
god-thing... seems a bit unbelieveable. One night ago I was in the
kitchen and scowering the fridge and someone just flushed their toilet
somewhere... or washed hands in the sink... and I thought as if someone
whispered my name... I heard it twice... it still creeps me, I do not
dare to go to kitchen anymore or anywhere away from computer... I don't
like such things... I don't believe in ghosts but this is weird... and
this whispering sounded like my dead mum or granny... i'm getting
shivers from thoughts of it... and the very same day I went nuts and
started seeing VIS things as I explained in other thread... I think I
really AM going nervous and paranoind... and insane
Anyway, as I said, I am more like a pagan. I don't want to believe in
god or anything but my subconcious tells me there IS some sort of
greater power... the very same power that gave me second chance in the
rows of love, the very power that arranged things so that my initials
would be IT and so that I would really know a lot about information
technology... The very power that made me non-afraid of death, the very
power that has saved me so many times from bad situations... (it was
not the power of my brainskills, no siree, it had to be something else)
The more I think about all the odd things happened to me, I start
feeling weird, just as if something was actually in control of our
lives... a higher power... perhaps it's just faith? Destiny? The task
of our lives? Afterall, when you have reached your purpose of life, you
are no longer necessary... I think there are certain things that will
make us necessary until those things are succeeded and then we are
without purpose... and without purpose we would not exist.
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